#12.

Sometimes I really enjoy being alone, pursuing self-criticism. I think this will help me understand my inner self. But if it is going to lead to self-destruction? When I have to study a lot, I enjoy sitting on the sill wrapped with the blanket and watch the lights and the Moon. At that particular moment, thoughts begin to overcome me and I can do nothing but thinking. For some, my problems will seem to be foolish and infantile but I've just started to live and am really afraid of doing false step. I am now extremely changing my life transferring to the LCF. I try to predict the way of my life there but "keine Ahnung". What am I going to do there apart from studying? How I will get acquainted with new people: easily or not?

The song of Bryan Adams is worth mentioning here.

Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am


Here we are
We've just begun
And after all this time
Our time has come
Yeah here we are
Still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
And a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our dreams come true

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
(Waiting, waiting waiting)
Here I am

Here I am
Right next to you
Suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am
Here I am
Where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin' standing in our way
Here I am
This is me